Today didn't start off too great, pretty terrible actually. My own doing of course. I'm like a train wreck, what did you expect? I let little insignificant things get in my way of pure greatness. But what else is new? The weather sucks today and it pretty much sums up how my insides feel. I need to stop this path I'm on. I need to change. I know I know, I talk a big game.
In other news and through all the bullshit of last night, this is the happiest I've been in the last 5 or 6 years. I have a lot to work on but I don't feel trapped or unappreciated. It's a good feeling. I wish I could make others feel this way so that I can feel complete. It feels good not to care about people who don't care about you, mainly my Dad. I was always so worried about what he thought about me and now I could care less.
Sorry for the poor use of the English language.
Nicholas
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