March 18th, 2011

Sometimes I can't get out of the way of my emotions. It's like constantly tripping over your own two feet. It is such a shitty feeling. Almost of complete loss or hopeless-ness. I make everyone miserable. I try to do good, I come up short and I ruin people's days/weeks. I don't want to be this way. I don't try to be this way. I know you're having a bad day and you're upset and I know it is partially because of me, but I do love you as much as you won't say it back. I am trying, I always try and I won't come up short anymore.