I feel like my last few entries have been well thought out and well put and this one won't be. So i apologize to anyone who reads this in advance.
I feel like what's the point. One person in my life has understood me to my core and got me as a person and they gave up on me. Why should I even try? I know I sound like a little baby but I'm having an emotional day. It sucks to know you're the cause of someones pain and heartache. I could have fixed it all. Made everything perfect. It looks like I did nothing but I tried everyday. Everyday. This is the first time in a very long time where I haven't tried, because well what's the point. To prove it to myself? That doesn't matter. It's like look Nick, you did it , 3 weeks too late. Congratulations on being too late. You went from having someone who loved you and got you to someone who if you died tomorrow would even care enough to give it a thought throughout the day.
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